25th March 2006,
1.38pm Saturday afternoon. It's time to go back, stayed to clear my documents. A lot new product insert and materials don't have the time to read- a quick browse through and dump the materials in the dustbins, or else at the end of the year my desk will full of papers and journals. Not feeling well today, knew it, last night have not been feeling well. For the pass few days has been having headache, at the rising of the dawm has been feeling the pain. Now am having flu and fever, took Redoxon in the morning before go to church. This morning went for leader's prayer in church- 6.30am. Today is the 7th day of the Prayer and Fasting week- the focus is on Overcoming with Love. The status of the heart- to love, to release unforgiveness, to be effective in the Ministry. A recheck of the heart status. How is my heart condition spiritually? Has it been charged up with the WOG and love of God? How is my reaction when others said something bad about me, or how would be my response if ppl unintentionally hurt me? How would I react on that? It's surface from the matter of the heart. Yes, how true ...
CWMC- 3rd Chapter yesterday;
1st Chapter is about God, His plan and purpose. The see the centrality of God in the study of mission, how it all begin. About the Bible as love story book- shown how God loves us and wants His people to love know Him through the Word, and loves Him voluntarily in return. The display of His love- revealing of His plan and purpose for us: Redemptive purpose and Kingdom purpose. Understanding the purpose frm the incidence of Babel and it's significant to the mission.
2nd Chapter is about Israel, the covenet people. Much saying about the OT, to see Israel's obligation, opportunity and response in reaching out. Cover on Abrahamic covenant which relate to The Great Commision. Realise how the Lord want to bless us to be a blessing, biblically stated as topline and bottomline blessing. To see Jonah's response in depth and how that relate to us, how have we slacked in just wanting blessing and denying the responsibilities.
3rd Chapter is about the 3M's: Messiah, Message and Messagers, how it related, with the mystery revealed, Messiah- who is He, how it speaks about the message, and the importance of being a messangers for the Kingdom of God. Realising the main mission of church in this interim period, from the 1st coming to the 2nd coming of Christ. Exposed to the 'twinkle twinle' story in Matthew 4, how Jesus answered to the Canaanite women that plead to heal the daughter- which describe on the association of giving breads to dogs, and the bread that's frm the table- how it relate to the different message Jesus wants the disciple to learn. A training for his disciple.
Tonite will be Breakthrough Nite, by Apostle Brown. Don't know what to expect. Have been going for a lot breakthrough nite, yet still ant to believe God is working through breakthrough. His presence, just long for His presence and to come with expectant heart, allowing God to work in us. His Spirit work in the hearts of His people. This time gonna be something different, are we hungry? God will surely move, whether we want it or not. He will surely move, but are we ready to allow Him to 'bang' in our hearts, and inhabit in our being? The willingness and openess, the 'unlearned' and relearne on His Word.
O Daddy, Thank You that for You are the ever symbol of love. Thank You for Your Words and ministering, thank You for the work You're doing, and continuously working. Prepare my heart, Lord I prepare my heart to receive from You, the touch. Just one glimpse, just one drink and my soul will satisfied. As the songs read:
Lord I come, take my life
I offer up to You a living sacrifice
By Your love, By your Grace
I come into the Holy of Holies
All I wanna do
Is dwell in Your Presence
Drink from Your well
that never runs dry
All I wanna see
is the Light of Your Glory
Just one glimpse
Just one drink
and my Soul will satisfy
Longing for Your touch, Father let it be the cries of the heart of Your people, that come longing for You, missing You, longing for You Lord- Let Your annointing flow, work thru' miracles, that Your people will be set free, free to love You, worship You, and to want more of You. Father have Your way, We surrender- work Your way, not our way. it's Yours Lord, You minister, Your glory be magnified, praise You Father....
Father, create me a clean heart, and renew a right spirit within me. That I will coem into Your presence in childlikeness, that my mind will be free to worship you, to learn from You, to relearn all from You Lord. I hungry for You Father- work in me tonite I pray, Amen!
